Saturday, July 30, 2011


I guess the end has come.
No more to see.
No more to hold on to.
No more us, and yet the dreams don't stop.
I guess this is the end.
So when does it get to stop for me.
Be happy, I shall mourn in peace.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011


This fire burns black.
Smoke resonates within all crevices.
A heart beats, as it boils in blisters.
Death streaks across the windowsill.
Engulfed in ember, spitting fumes.
Asphyxiate into darkness.
Bare it alone I shall.
This punishment lays the floor we walk upon.
Fallen onto tinder.
Flash burn in front of my eyes.
This carbon ash is all what remains.
Temper pulses within.
Burn me alive,
I don't care.
Punish me until you are satisfied.

Saturday, July 9, 2011


We pay a price with life. We know one day the toll must be paid. He waits, he lingers in wait.  It times end, questions will be asked. Were you happy? Were you sad? What did you regret? Would you go back?

These questions aren't for him to know, but for you to look back. Your toll is to realize, life becomes worry. Keep it simple, love and keep them close. Don't over complicate it. Be you, remember what you loved to do as a kid. Go out and play. We don't need technology, leave the phone at home. Time isn't wasted...walk don't drive. Enjoy the peace, go dance in the breeze.

Death will come, do not worry, live while you can. Don't linger on the defined. Don't stop and ask why. Enjoy the smiles when you have them.

Thursday, July 7, 2011

On fire

Can't breathe.
Lungs collapse.
Heart racing.
Fear strikes.
Vision blurred.
Gagging on words.
Echoes SCREAM!
Don't let me fall.
Tears drip,
Are you there?
I'm scared.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011


Living in dreams.
Dying in reality.
Nightmares of life.
Troubled thoughts.
Anguished love.
Neglect of touch.
Eyes of judgment.
Run Run Run
You scare me.


This is one of those days, the day goes well, but something feels missing. Should I dismiss you? Should I neglect you? Would this solve anything? I feel used.... It's weird. I know what you say, and I hear it. I just don't think it clicks inside. I feel neglected, I feel dismissed, I feel like it would solve everything. How do you shift an attitude you know to be wrong, when it feels like the only thing that is keeping you standing? If it were to change, would I crumble under the weight of what it means? I already feel as if I have no control over any aspect of my life. I don't think its over the lack of work, I just feel like I am not respected. I feel weird. Do I crumble? Have I already crumbled? I am worried about myself. I don't think I am winning this battle.